I've wanted to tell you about the funny "stink bug" infestation on the last of the melons in the back yard, and about the last of the tomatoes in the garden and the sound of birds I've never heard before as they migrate south through this tiny town in west Michigan... and how every time I think that I am now a bonafide "Michigander" it cracks me up; the 'gander" part particularly.
and I want to tell you about how poorly my spelling has become, but my desire to write and for my work to be read burns in my belly constantly...just that life does not desire me to write much at the moments I most desire to write and that is why I am here now, late in the night, writing. Because this is the only place I find time to write. Here in the quiet spaces of the night before bed...So I write here for anyone who thinks I may have something worth reading amid the busyness of life and of love and of daily exhaustion. ( I know the exhaustion, and that is why I appreciate those who choose to read here more than I can say.)
Funny, I have many partially empty journals dating back 20+ years...journals from my 20's with maybe ten pages out of 50 blank pages filled with random thoughts and scribbles and rants between ex-husbands and diaper changes. After they began to pile up, I simply ripped the few pages out of the journals that had writing and I stuffed them into what I call "the suitcase of life", which is an old and tattered medium-sized vintage suitcase filled with random tangible articles that verify that yes, I once existed here somewhere among the concert programs and the award for honorable mention for poetry for the High School Florida Young Writer's contest in 1986. (which has a typo in the program poem title that was supposed to read "A piece of Blue Glass." but instead reads, "A Piece of Blue Grass." which changed the meaning entirely, don't you think? So everyone at the awards ceremony must have thought, hey that 16 year old kid likes Bluegrass, eh?
I'm rambling. I know.
some of KW's recent Sketches |
dixie plate portrait |
the last of the Queen Anne's Lace and Hydrangeas |
functional assemblage art oil can photo holders |
the original oil can photo holders by jennifer valentine |
So glad you chose to come here.
Blessings to You and Yours,
Jennifer
I savor your words and the mental images they evoke. So glad you wanted to share those things. They are balm to this exhausted soul. Bear Hugs to you dear Jennifer. xoxoxoxoxo
ReplyDeleteThe new website looks lovely! Hurray! And I love taking the time to read your blog...always, always. :-)
ReplyDeleteThank you for your post today...I needed to read similiar words from my thoughts to your post.
ReplyDeleteI love your ruminations, Jennifer. After dinner is my favorite time to sit down and relax....with you and your wonderful words. Keep on.....I just love it.
ReplyDeleteI think you have something worth reading. Thank you for sharing this.
ReplyDeleteSo nice to meet you via this lovely post. A girlfriend just sent me a link to you, she was visiting from Chicago ( I'm somewhat new to mid-michigan ) and we're having fun sending each other blog links that we both enjoy :) I'm off to visit your new website.
ReplyDeletei love the images your words conjured. thank you for sharing your sincere, beautiful words, your world. i'm so grateful i stopped by.
ReplyDeleteYou have a gift for noticing things. :) I noticed that because I noticed that I don't, and I'm trying to do better at that. Just noticing. Weird word when you say it a lot. :)I love the peep into your ordinary daily life. Love your husband's drawings, too. Very sensitive.
ReplyDeleteEarly morning is the only quiet time for me. The teenagers stay up to late..
Thank you for this post and sharing so many interesting bits & pieces with us!
ReplyDeleteI have that same partially-filled-up-journal-thing going on and love your idea to rip out the written pages and make a little "suitcase" of the past. I am proud though that this summer I finally did manage to fill one book completely that I started a couple years ago - yay :)!
Your new website is so very lovely - congratulations!